Turn down the light, turn up the radio.
There's a fire in your eyes, and its keeping me warm
Hold on to me like it was yesterday,
When we both felt our spirits collide
I remember the moment, being struck down by lightning
Since the first time I saw your face, and you smiled
Come and lay down with me
Fill the space that's between us
Feel the magic that keeps love alive
This time, can be like the first time
Close your eyes and soon you'll be there
No man could ever guess what you're feeling
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.
Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again
Your smile
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on,
That I fall in love with you,
All over again
Come and step through the stars,
Take a ride though the universe.
As long as we're here, lets take this whole thing in
What I'm trying to say,
Is that you are so beautiful
Let me say it, all over again.
'Cos this time can be like the first time,
Close your eyes, but you'll soon will be there
No man could ever guess what he's feeling,
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.
Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again
Your smile,
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on.
That I fall in love with you,
I keep falling in love, with you.
All over again
All over again
All over again.
Showing posts with label Emotion. Show all posts
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Dec 24, 2007
Nov 30, 2007
Melody of my life
How would it be if there is a unique melody for me? How does it sound? Happy or sad? Sweet or bitter? No clue.
I wish i could have my album of songs to illustrate the story line of my life. I can listen to it whenever i want while i might be reading the diary of myself at a corner of my house near a window. Flipping through my photo albums. All these happen when it's drizzling outside my house with some insects chirping in the bush which i can hear it clearly. Sometimes,i just love the feeling of lonely,so lonely that i feel so free.
Actually,i am at the bottom of my life. Because whole of my life is controlled by the surrounding now. Am i a loser? Control by people,control by money,control by everything that comes from people and money. Hmm....
What can i do for my life? What can i do for myself? What can i do? Sickening. Don't like it!!!! GO AWAY!
So,the melody of my life now is sad and bitter. Who's going to make it sound happy and sweet? Give me some more time.
God,help me~
I wish i could have my album of songs to illustrate the story line of my life. I can listen to it whenever i want while i might be reading the diary of myself at a corner of my house near a window. Flipping through my photo albums. All these happen when it's drizzling outside my house with some insects chirping in the bush which i can hear it clearly. Sometimes,i just love the feeling of lonely,so lonely that i feel so free.
Actually,i am at the bottom of my life. Because whole of my life is controlled by the surrounding now. Am i a loser? Control by people,control by money,control by everything that comes from people and money. Hmm....
What can i do for my life? What can i do for myself? What can i do? Sickening. Don't like it!!!! GO AWAY!
So,the melody of my life now is sad and bitter. Who's going to make it sound happy and sweet? Give me some more time.
God,help me~
Nov 17, 2007
SEE???
U know what?? the superior just called me up again a minute ago. Asking me,where am i?? I know i can't give him the answer. But,i STILL tell him. I replied,i am at home. Immediately,he said,WAH~~SO RELAX AR!!!
WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME?? U CAN'T CONTROL MY LIFE,OK??? I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING??? **CK! *UC*! S**K! F**K! As if i can't relax,even a robot have to rest. Sickening~
Sorry,if i am too rude here. I really can't stand the irrational thinking person anymore. I thought i can give him 2nd chance. Who knows? 2nd chance just have another problem from him again. It's not my problem. Okay,my problem is i am lazy,right? RIGHT? Laziness won't make me earn more money,i know.
In the end,I am still so damn sure about what i am doing consciously because this is my life. Oh,God~
WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME?? U CAN'T CONTROL MY LIFE,OK??? I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING??? **CK! *UC*! S**K! F**K! As if i can't relax,even a robot have to rest. Sickening~
Sorry,if i am too rude here. I really can't stand the irrational thinking person anymore. I thought i can give him 2nd chance. Who knows? 2nd chance just have another problem from him again. It's not my problem. Okay,my problem is i am lazy,right? RIGHT? Laziness won't make me earn more money,i know.
In the end,I am still so damn sure about what i am doing consciously because this is my life. Oh,God~
Stress...anxiety
Wow~~I've blogged FOUR posts today,each per hour! hahaha! Crazy...checked the time i started until now,the 5th one. Anyway,i got too much time which i like to waste in front of computer because the mad ample-online-gamer isn't in the house. I want to pamper myself using the least effort. hehehe!
(**CK! suddenly,thinking of the superior saying again because it's related to time and youth) The most rightest reason i want to pamper myself is because i can't take stress recently.
Due to the reason,i was in high stress for more than a year,and now i feel uncomfortable with my chest part. I still treat it as healthy as long as i really don't think too much,relax more...i tense to have alot of stress because of a **cker who cheated me at the right time. I say "right time" because i already have problems,and he still put the tons of burdens for me to bear on that time. Now,i only solve the problems down to 55%?
OK. Forget about it. Now,i am thinking of "am i in my world now?". Because as if i am talking to myself. I am answering to myself at the same time. Who cares?!? It's a cloudy weather with nice breeze which i love the most. No sunshine no raining. How i wish i got my own house now. I can do whatever i want. Do some once-in-a-while thinggies...like running naked in the house??? LOL~! i can sleep,eat,watch movie in my mini-theater room,singing karaoke,bathing with door opened...don't care about people's life or death??? :P
Why i want to do all these?? Ya,it's just all about stress!!! may be also too much anxieties. Yesterday,i just talked to my biznes partner while i was driving to look for prospect in a drizzling day. I said suddenly,how i wish i can go back to primary school time where there were so less things to worry about. What we only have to worry is,WHERE AM I GOING TO PLAY LATER? Fun,right?? My partner agreed with me. he..he!
Along the period we are growing up,we have to know so many things. Sometimes,it's like we are force to know. Countless time to think about this and that. Every second,we have to make a decision without we knowing about it. It's in our sub-conscious mind. For me,even when i sleep,my conscious mind still keep working. I can let down the burden easily which makes me still feeling tired the next day when i wake up.
It's time for me to tune myself...."Back to nature,Back to basics". (The motto for Borneo Highlands Resort,Sarawak.)
(**CK! suddenly,thinking of the superior saying again because it's related to time and youth) The most rightest reason i want to pamper myself is because i can't take stress recently.
Due to the reason,i was in high stress for more than a year,and now i feel uncomfortable with my chest part. I still treat it as healthy as long as i really don't think too much,relax more...i tense to have alot of stress because of a **cker who cheated me at the right time. I say "right time" because i already have problems,and he still put the tons of burdens for me to bear on that time. Now,i only solve the problems down to 55%?
OK. Forget about it. Now,i am thinking of "am i in my world now?". Because as if i am talking to myself. I am answering to myself at the same time. Who cares?!? It's a cloudy weather with nice breeze which i love the most. No sunshine no raining. How i wish i got my own house now. I can do whatever i want. Do some once-in-a-while thinggies...like running naked in the house??? LOL~! i can sleep,eat,watch movie in my mini-theater room,singing karaoke,bathing with door opened...don't care about people's life or death??? :P
Why i want to do all these?? Ya,it's just all about stress!!! may be also too much anxieties. Yesterday,i just talked to my biznes partner while i was driving to look for prospect in a drizzling day. I said suddenly,how i wish i can go back to primary school time where there were so less things to worry about. What we only have to worry is,WHERE AM I GOING TO PLAY LATER? Fun,right?? My partner agreed with me. he..he!
Along the period we are growing up,we have to know so many things. Sometimes,it's like we are force to know. Countless time to think about this and that. Every second,we have to make a decision without we knowing about it. It's in our sub-conscious mind. For me,even when i sleep,my conscious mind still keep working. I can let down the burden easily which makes me still feeling tired the next day when i wake up.
It's time for me to tune myself...."Back to nature,Back to basics". (The motto for Borneo Highlands Resort,Sarawak.)
Frustration
A week is passing. actually,i am quite particular about time,and yet i am still not-so-hardworking-attitude about my career. Lame. Recently,i got sarcasm by a superior person. I don't know should i thank him for that or i don't. Because i feel that he's not me,he doesn't live in me. I mean he has to understand me spiritually or mentally if he wants to correct me. Ya,i like things to be done in bond relationship. To me,i can easily vomit,shout,share,gossip,do anything on the person who treat me just like friends. Then,i won't feel the gap. I can put my trust on you and whatever you say i can mostly count on them. Alrite? Tired!
I know he's very good. I do respect him. Why good? Of course he is as he has been in biznes world for more than 20years. He experienced alot of economical problem,alot of relationship problems,alot of everything anything lah~~He has a lot of contacts and networks. He can easily deal biznes with mostly anyone,who willingly to support him. In fact,he doesn't need much support because he's a millionaire. Not obvious because low-profile i think,he doesn't drive branded luxurious car,he doesn't live in banglo or big detached house.
And from i've noticed and i asked few people about him,the biznes he can deal is mostly from people he knows or referals. See?? It's all about building relationship. So,Mr. Sarcastic! NOT I CAN'T CLOSE DEAL WITH PEOPLE,BUT I AM BUILDING RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM FIRST! I am NOT you,understand??? Furthermore,no matter any relationship,it takes time. Castle can't be built up in just few days,it takes months too! Even ONE NIGHT STAND also needs a few minutes,before you want to bring the partner on the bed!
Madness!
I know he's very good. I do respect him. Why good? Of course he is as he has been in biznes world for more than 20years. He experienced alot of economical problem,alot of relationship problems,alot of everything anything lah~~He has a lot of contacts and networks. He can easily deal biznes with mostly anyone,who willingly to support him. In fact,he doesn't need much support because he's a millionaire. Not obvious because low-profile i think,he doesn't drive branded luxurious car,he doesn't live in banglo or big detached house.
And from i've noticed and i asked few people about him,the biznes he can deal is mostly from people he knows or referals. See?? It's all about building relationship. So,Mr. Sarcastic! NOT I CAN'T CLOSE DEAL WITH PEOPLE,BUT I AM BUILDING RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM FIRST! I am NOT you,understand??? Furthermore,no matter any relationship,it takes time. Castle can't be built up in just few days,it takes months too! Even ONE NIGHT STAND also needs a few minutes,before you want to bring the partner on the bed!
Madness!
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