Life ar...life! why you so like that one? always teases me,always disturbs me one! HAII~~i am so so extremely weary,tired,exchausted,breathless to play with you anymore. When can you stop playing fool with me? I am going crazy,i am going mad,i am going insane loh...YOU! YOU! YOU! LIFE~~~~
Life ar...when can i go to another place that can give me less stress,less pressure of you onto me?? WHEN??? Please give me the answer i wish as soon as possible! Life...
Life ar...please have mercy on me lah! I know i was so stupid,i was so innocent. and,may be i am still like i was. Do i,life??
Life ar...you know i never really have a totally calmful life,you know?? Ya,may be you see me i am so happy whenever i do something with the face smiling,actually my soul and mind aren't like that. You know?? Do you know??
How i wish i can have something that can bring me away into some other happy place with no worries,no sadness,no stress,no pressure,no war,no fighting,no pollution,no sickess,no anything-that-are-bad-for-me. I know there is nothing like that~~*hey,brain! what are you thinking?*
Life...please!!! I beg you,i kneel down on you...please! Please lah....PLEASE! Life~~please! Have mercy on me...Oh,life!
Showing posts with label complicated-mind diaries. Show all posts
Showing posts with label complicated-mind diaries. Show all posts
Dec 13, 2007
Dec 3, 2007
What she wants?
*Happy Belated Birthday, wish to my mum and younger sista! Ya,they have the same birthday on Dec 2nd.*
Hmm...it's like looking-for-a-needle-under-the-sea question for me. Sometimes,when she says she wants that,it doesn't mean what she really wants;when she says she doesn't want,it doesn't mean she really mean it too. So,what the heck is that??? Making people as fool as me headache,faint...the worst is insane.
So,what she wants? After you gave her a present as a surprised birthday gift,she says to someone you are just her spare-tyre,almost useless unless emergency. If she got the hint that you want to leave her soon,she'll try all her best to help herself. Seduction,as if everything could be solved by that thing. Ya,it's undeniable that many guys like that temptation. I won't say every guy.
Or do i live in a different path of life? She is a angel,as well as an evil. Sometimes,angel can be bad;evil can be naughty in the way you like. And,is she really materialistic? Well,depends how you pamper her. If you are the rich one,may be you don't mind. That's why,there are guys who don't dare to make himself unlucky and get to know he has a lover like that,and they will just keep pursuing in their work and career. Wish to become rich as soon as possible or may be forget the problem in a way or another...
Anyone got the answer? What she wants?!? Don't think about it anymore.
Have an adventurous Monday-blue tomorrow~!
P/S: This is just what my mind wanted to say. It's neither real nor fake.
Hmm...it's like looking-for-a-needle-under-the-sea question for me. Sometimes,when she says she wants that,it doesn't mean what she really wants;when she says she doesn't want,it doesn't mean she really mean it too. So,what the heck is that??? Making people as fool as me headache,faint...the worst is insane.
So,what she wants? After you gave her a present as a surprised birthday gift,she says to someone you are just her spare-tyre,almost useless unless emergency. If she got the hint that you want to leave her soon,she'll try all her best to help herself. Seduction,as if everything could be solved by that thing. Ya,it's undeniable that many guys like that temptation. I won't say every guy.
Or do i live in a different path of life? She is a angel,as well as an evil. Sometimes,angel can be bad;evil can be naughty in the way you like. And,is she really materialistic? Well,depends how you pamper her. If you are the rich one,may be you don't mind. That's why,there are guys who don't dare to make himself unlucky and get to know he has a lover like that,and they will just keep pursuing in their work and career. Wish to become rich as soon as possible or may be forget the problem in a way or another...
Anyone got the answer? What she wants?!? Don't think about it anymore.
Have an adventurous Monday-blue tomorrow~!
P/S: This is just what my mind wanted to say. It's neither real nor fake.
Nov 24, 2007
decision
what decision? Should i make my blog become popular? Ya,i think so. IF not,what is the reason i write it? For fun? In fact,it's just to share my ideas,my thinking about the things around me. But,i just don't feel like want to let someone knows about my thinking,may be. That's the reason why it's hard for me to make my decision.
Hmm....billions of choices we have to make everyday unconsciously.
Hmm....billions of choices we have to make everyday unconsciously.
Nov 19, 2007
the place
this is the place. The place where i can say and write anything without people knowing it. If they know it,may be it's too late or they are my friends who don't mind to know it and still are my friends.
Friends. They are precious. My definition of it is,they will just help you no matter what happen. With a condition,you are worth to help. Because there are friends that after you helped them,they pretend to forget. They count with you,i mean they are calculative They say "We are brothers"...LIAR! Some,when you help them,they don't even know that is "help". *swt* Like as if you are their helper,so you should help one.
Girlfriend/Boyfriend. First of all,she/he should accept whatever weaknesses you got. Please don't care what other people say about your girlfriend/boyfriend,even your best friend/soulmate say about it,just forget about. Because if your best friend/soulmate can't accept it,it's their problem. You still can have your own relationship. Example,I got a friend got a stupid girlfriend who believes in her best friend that my friend talks so straight. Meaning,most of the time my friend will say whatever he wants to say in front of people,especially if he thinks you are his friends already. He would says it directly without any harmful intention,but my friend's girlfriend's friends don't like it. WTF! If they don't like it,just be patient. Because of this matter,both of them got quarrelled.
Husband/Wife. It would be more responsibilties than love. Put 60% and 40%? Just have to do things together with both side agrees. Discuss most of the things together. Not your matter are yours,my matters are mind when it comes to family-related matters. Should still give 10% of the time for each other to enjoy their hobbies or if possible exhange the hobbies together to tighten the relationship. Go to honeymoon once a year and let other people take care of your house. Let the kids look after by relatives.
*the end of my weird thoughts*
Friends. They are precious. My definition of it is,they will just help you no matter what happen. With a condition,you are worth to help. Because there are friends that after you helped them,they pretend to forget. They count with you,i mean they are calculative They say "We are brothers"...LIAR! Some,when you help them,they don't even know that is "help". *swt* Like as if you are their helper,so you should help one.
Girlfriend/Boyfriend. First of all,she/he should accept whatever weaknesses you got. Please don't care what other people say about your girlfriend/boyfriend,even your best friend/soulmate say about it,just forget about. Because if your best friend/soulmate can't accept it,it's their problem. You still can have your own relationship. Example,I got a friend got a stupid girlfriend who believes in her best friend that my friend talks so straight. Meaning,most of the time my friend will say whatever he wants to say in front of people,especially if he thinks you are his friends already. He would says it directly without any harmful intention,but my friend's girlfriend's friends don't like it. WTF! If they don't like it,just be patient. Because of this matter,both of them got quarrelled.
Husband/Wife. It would be more responsibilties than love. Put 60% and 40%? Just have to do things together with both side agrees. Discuss most of the things together. Not your matter are yours,my matters are mind when it comes to family-related matters. Should still give 10% of the time for each other to enjoy their hobbies or if possible exhange the hobbies together to tighten the relationship. Go to honeymoon once a year and let other people take care of your house. Let the kids look after by relatives.
*the end of my weird thoughts*
keep complaining
recently,i don't know what is happening 2 me. As if some angry-evil just come to me,influence to become an angry person. Because i feel so unfair about this world. Ya,i know it always is unfair but i didn't care about it. Until now i just can't stand for any unfairness that is happening around me,especially to me. Individualistic. As if i like myself very much,i just don't want to care about other people anymore. As along as i am happy,then you can be kicking away! SHHOOO~~SHOOO!! :) Thanks~
i can't stay at home i think. every time i stay at home,i feel i get uncomfortable easily. i got little headache,i got little bit ill of this and that. So,GO OUT and have fun. If go out,go to where? everywhere that can go to enjoy,need to pay money. if don't pay money,no so fun. Not i don't want to pay money,but feel expensive about the price.
Conclusion,money plays important role to enjoy life. INFLATION KILLS! everything got more expensive. Next year 2008,it would become worse. Oil price is definitely to shoot up! Shopping complexes in Kuching getting more and more. Expenses is more. WALAUEH~~~
i can't stay at home i think. every time i stay at home,i feel i get uncomfortable easily. i got little headache,i got little bit ill of this and that. So,GO OUT and have fun. If go out,go to where? everywhere that can go to enjoy,need to pay money. if don't pay money,no so fun. Not i don't want to pay money,but feel expensive about the price.
Conclusion,money plays important role to enjoy life. INFLATION KILLS! everything got more expensive. Next year 2008,it would become worse. Oil price is definitely to shoot up! Shopping complexes in Kuching getting more and more. Expenses is more. WALAUEH~~~
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