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Showing posts with label myself. Show all posts
Showing posts with label myself. Show all posts

Dec 24, 2007

All Over Again

Turn down the light, turn up the radio.
There's a fire in your eyes, and its keeping me warm
Hold on to me like it was yesterday,
When we both felt our spirits collide

I remember the moment, being struck down by lightning
Since the first time I saw your face, and you smiled
Come and lay down with me
Fill the space that's between us
Feel the magic that keeps love alive
This time, can be like the first time
Close your eyes and soon you'll be there
No man could ever guess what you're feeling
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.

Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again
Your smile
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on,
That I fall in love with you,
All over again

Come and step through the stars,
Take a ride though the universe.
As long as we're here, lets take this whole thing in

What I'm trying to say,
Is that you are so beautiful
Let me say it, all over again.
'Cos this time can be like the first time,
Close your eyes, but you'll soon will be there
No man could ever guess what he's feeling,
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.

Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again
Your smile,
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on.
That I fall in love with you,
I keep falling in love, with you.
All over again


All over again
All over again.

Dec 13, 2007

Life

Life ar...life! why you so like that one? always teases me,always disturbs me one! HAII~~i am so so extremely weary,tired,exchausted,breathless to play with you anymore. When can you stop playing fool with me? I am going crazy,i am going mad,i am going insane loh...YOU! YOU! YOU! LIFE~~~~

Life ar...when can i go to another place that can give me less stress,less pressure of you onto me?? WHEN??? Please give me the answer i wish as soon as possible! Life...

Life ar...please have mercy on me lah! I know i was so stupid,i was so innocent. and,may be i am still like i was. Do i,life??

Life ar...you know i never really have a totally calmful life,you know?? Ya,may be you see me i am so happy whenever i do something with the face smiling,actually my soul and mind aren't like that. You know?? Do you know??

How i wish i can have something that can bring me away into some other happy place with no worries,no sadness,no stress,no pressure,no war,no fighting,no pollution,no sickess,no anything-that-are-bad-for-me. I know there is nothing like that~~*hey,brain! what are you thinking?*

Life...please!!! I beg you,i kneel down on you...please! Please lah....PLEASE! Life~~please! Have mercy on me...Oh,life!

Dec 8, 2007

Saturday

it's just more normal and ordinary than weekdays. all because every saturday nite i am thinking that myself can enjoy as if i am in heaven. high above the clouds 9. don't care what's going around me,i want to be in my world just for that one or two hours in the pub or somewhere i can dance to the music. in fact,it's just really happened once and the others just half half.

or may be i want to have a nice atmosphere,ambiance place with a few of friends. or may be be it better with a sweet,charming lady. pheww~~~

Dec 3, 2007

What she wants?

*Happy Belated Birthday, wish to my mum and younger sista! Ya,they have the same birthday on Dec 2nd.*

Hmm...it's like looking-for-a-needle-under-the-sea question for me. Sometimes,when she says she wants that,it doesn't mean what she really wants;when she says she doesn't want,it doesn't mean she really mean it too. So,what the heck is that??? Making people as fool as me headache,faint...the worst is insane.

So,what she wants? After you gave her a present as a surprised birthday gift,she says to someone you are just her spare-tyre,almost useless unless emergency. If she got the hint that you want to leave her soon,she'll try all her best to help herself. Seduction,as if everything could be solved by that thing. Ya,it's undeniable that many guys like that temptation. I won't say every guy.

Or do i live in a different path of life? She is a angel,as well as an evil. Sometimes,angel can be bad;evil can be naughty in the way you like. And,is she really materialistic? Well,depends how you pamper her. If you are the rich one,may be you don't mind. That's why,there are guys who don't dare to make himself unlucky and get to know he has a lover like that,and they will just keep pursuing in their work and career. Wish to become rich as soon as possible or may be forget the problem in a way or another...

Anyone got the answer? What she wants?!? Don't think about it anymore.


Have an adventurous Monday-blue tomorrow~!


P/S: This is just what my mind wanted to say. It's neither real nor fake.

Dec 2, 2007

Blogs

*Gosh,it's been raining for the past three days. It rains ceaselessly and it will just keep raining,like a toddler cries for something until his/her parents buy it.*


Blogs,they are becoming a little bit of my life. I read it almost every nights when there is no one conquering the computer in the living room. Blogs,make my mind changes,make me think differently,make people know who they are in other people's eyes (my ex-high-school teacher was one of the "victim" because was backstabbed quite badly,i heard). Ya,it's not meant be used to do something bad,but it's the best media i found so far. It's free to voice out anything as long as it's not too sensitive to someone and every one in the world can read it freely. One more,i can improve my english vocabulary in a way.

I love thinking-bloggers and thoughtful-bloggers,just like A.Z.A.I.G. and AhPek which i know so far. Because i like to think alot. Sometimes,this out-of-control habit makes me sick. Thinking too much which i don't know how to apply it or at least express it in some other forms,so i just keep it in mind all the while either consciously or unconsciously until i forget it accidentally. BLur?? That's me! LOL~


Goodnite everyone in the world ;)

Nov 30, 2007

Melody of my life

How would it be if there is a unique melody for me? How does it sound? Happy or sad? Sweet or bitter? No clue.

I wish i could have my album of songs to illustrate the story line of my life. I can listen to it whenever i want while i might be reading the diary of myself at a corner of my house near a window. Flipping through my photo albums. All these happen when it's drizzling outside my house with some insects chirping in the bush which i can hear it clearly. Sometimes,i just love the feeling of lonely,so lonely that i feel so free.

Actually,i am at the bottom of my life. Because whole of my life is controlled by the surrounding now. Am i a loser? Control by people,control by money,control by everything that comes from people and money. Hmm....

What can i do for my life? What can i do for myself? What can i do? Sickening. Don't like it!!!! GO AWAY!

So,the melody of my life now is sad and bitter. Who's going to make it sound happy and sweet? Give me some more time.


God,help me~

Employment

Do we really like to get employ? Do you? There are 3 general types of employment.

1. Paid by fixed-salary
2. Paid by fixed-salary + some commission
3. No Salary! (But,high commission!)

Which one you choose?

For me,i hate the 1st one. I've tried the 2nd one. I love it because i can earn a RM2000,RM3000,RM5000 as what i like it to be if i struggle hard for it.

Finally,i had made my decision to choose the 3rd one. In fact,it almost drown me to death because sometimes i can't take the challenge and i got highly pressured by the stress of getting more income in order for me to survive in next month. Or even next day!!! PHEEWW~~

Ya,it's even more challenging when we don't have enough saving to overcome the "financial shortage". And,I am sure I have no turning-back for myself anymore IF I REALLY WANT MY DREAMS COME TRUE. Freedom! *i got the re-assurance from a test about personal characteristic from my old school-mate just now over a cup of coffee at TAO,and we found out i love "freedom". I hope i can control it. HEHE!*

I don't like to control by others,especially those who like to nag and bother us all the time. Do this and do that..! Oh,another reason is also i learn to be an entrepreneur. That's what i learn from the MLM or network-marketing business. It's tough,though.

Anyway,it doesn't mean working for others is totally not good. In the end,your life and destiny are all in your hand. What you ask,you get it! :)


GOOD LUCK,GOD BLESS!

Nov 17, 2007

kept rubbish

Hi,i am just a very ordinary guy. too ordinary that i think i am an invisible man sometimes. As what I've written about myself in "About Me". I just can't keep my mind stop thinking. That's the reason why I've so much "kept rubbish" in my mind. Especially about the past...Hey,i know who don't think about their past.

Hence,from now onwards...i swear to myself i will start with a new mindset. Ya,i am a just a normal human created by the Almighty...i have so many excuses when i feel like i can't do something perfectly. Unconfident.It has been a grand great great challenge, full of ups and downs like never before since the end of last year until today. I would say it's a REAL life...truly a life that everyone must struggling through,i believe. Without all these,i won't grow up mentally. In fact,i like to live in a simple life with so much enjoyment. Travelling,day-dreaming,sports....bla bla bla bla bla! I can't enjoy now or i should say i can't enjoy YET.

Ya,just like what Timothy Tiah says means all the successful entrepreneurs says. All are the same thing. Succeed has a high price to pay,agree? Success is counted sweetest,for those who never succeed.

another my 1st time...

ahem...since this is my 1st time in blogging,i don't how and where am I going to start writing. 1st thing i really get impressed by those bloggers who got so many things to write everyday. haha! ya,they have so much thoughts and opinions about society,about life. Wonderful!

A year is going pass,many things had happened and couldn't be changed anymore. Ya,mostly are sad and tough challenges which I almost couldn't bear it if there is no faith in myself with the help from people around. I should treat it as a FUN roller-coaster,thrilling but worth it. Without those failures and stupidities of my own,I won't know how high and how far i can fly. Be it financial matter,be it relationship matter,be it any matter as negative-thought person can think of! :)

So,STAND UP AGAIN everyone. Especially,those who think they face tough difficulties like me. Don't mind to share if you like...Let's start a new day,new year with new mindset - POSITIVE MINDSET!