How would it be if there is a unique melody for me? How does it sound? Happy or sad? Sweet or bitter? No clue.
I wish i could have my album of songs to illustrate the story line of my life. I can listen to it whenever i want while i might be reading the diary of myself at a corner of my house near a window. Flipping through my photo albums. All these happen when it's drizzling outside my house with some insects chirping in the bush which i can hear it clearly. Sometimes,i just love the feeling of lonely,so lonely that i feel so free.
Actually,i am at the bottom of my life. Because whole of my life is controlled by the surrounding now. Am i a loser? Control by people,control by money,control by everything that comes from people and money. Hmm....
What can i do for my life? What can i do for myself? What can i do? Sickening. Don't like it!!!! GO AWAY!
So,the melody of my life now is sad and bitter. Who's going to make it sound happy and sweet? Give me some more time.
God,help me~
Nov 30, 2007
Employment
Do we really like to get employ? Do you? There are 3 general types of employment.
1. Paid by fixed-salary
2. Paid by fixed-salary + some commission
3. No Salary! (But,high commission!)
Which one you choose?
For me,i hate the 1st one. I've tried the 2nd one. I love it because i can earn a RM2000,RM3000,RM5000 as what i like it to be if i struggle hard for it.
Finally,i had made my decision to choose the 3rd one. In fact,it almost drown me to death because sometimes i can't take the challenge and i got highly pressured by the stress of getting more income in order for me to survive in next month. Or even next day!!! PHEEWW~~
Ya,it's even more challenging when we don't have enough saving to overcome the "financial shortage". And,I am sure I have no turning-back for myself anymore IF I REALLY WANT MY DREAMS COME TRUE. Freedom! *i got the re-assurance from a test about personal characteristic from my old school-mate just now over a cup of coffee at TAO,and we found out i love "freedom". I hope i can control it. HEHE!*
I don't like to control by others,especially those who like to nag and bother us all the time. Do this and do that..! Oh,another reason is also i learn to be an entrepreneur. That's what i learn from the MLM or network-marketing business. It's tough,though.
Anyway,it doesn't mean working for others is totally not good. In the end,your life and destiny are all in your hand. What you ask,you get it! :)
GOOD LUCK,GOD BLESS!
1. Paid by fixed-salary
2. Paid by fixed-salary + some commission
3. No Salary! (But,high commission!)
Which one you choose?
For me,i hate the 1st one. I've tried the 2nd one. I love it because i can earn a RM2000,RM3000,RM5000 as what i like it to be if i struggle hard for it.
Finally,i had made my decision to choose the 3rd one. In fact,it almost drown me to death because sometimes i can't take the challenge and i got highly pressured by the stress of getting more income in order for me to survive in next month. Or even next day!!! PHEEWW~~
Ya,it's even more challenging when we don't have enough saving to overcome the "financial shortage". And,I am sure I have no turning-back for myself anymore IF I REALLY WANT MY DREAMS COME TRUE. Freedom! *i got the re-assurance from a test about personal characteristic from my old school-mate just now over a cup of coffee at TAO,and we found out i love "freedom". I hope i can control it. HEHE!*
I don't like to control by others,especially those who like to nag and bother us all the time. Do this and do that..! Oh,another reason is also i learn to be an entrepreneur. That's what i learn from the MLM or network-marketing business. It's tough,though.
Anyway,it doesn't mean working for others is totally not good. In the end,your life and destiny are all in your hand. What you ask,you get it! :)
GOOD LUCK,GOD BLESS!
Nov 29, 2007
Do differently from what has said
today,i was blocked by a police patrol car,may be they saw me was talking on the phone. I obediently stopped by the roadside. The police stepped out from the car.
"Boss,apa hal?" i asked stupidly like i didn't know what's happening.
Police1:"tunjuk driving lesen" ("show driving licence")
Police2:"Eh,kenapa tak pakai seat belt?" ("why didn't wear safety-belt?")
I replied,"baru tanggal lah..." ("just took off...")
*i smelt there was something fishy was happening*
Police2:"Eh,cermin gelap oh" (Hey,car window is dark-tinted")
*Phone ringing because i was making called half way to my client just now,he called back. Then,immediately after i finished my conversation on the phone*
Police2:"Jadi,u mau saman cakap handphone atau cermin gelap?" (So,u want me to issue an offence letter for talking on mobile phone or dark-tinted window?")
I replied:"mana satu lebih murah??" ("which one is cheaper?")
*IN A SUDDEN,there was a BULB LIGHTS BRIGHTLY on my head* ~tink~
You guys just simply guess what happen next. I am sure 99% of you got the answer! LOL~
*The fact that still can't be changed*
"Boss,apa hal?" i asked stupidly like i didn't know what's happening.
Police1:"tunjuk driving lesen" ("show driving licence")
Police2:"Eh,kenapa tak pakai seat belt?" ("why didn't wear safety-belt?")
I replied,"baru tanggal lah..." ("just took off...")
*i smelt there was something fishy was happening*
Police2:"Eh,cermin gelap oh" (Hey,car window is dark-tinted")
*Phone ringing because i was making called half way to my client just now,he called back. Then,immediately after i finished my conversation on the phone*
Police2:"Jadi,u mau saman cakap handphone atau cermin gelap?" (So,u want me to issue an offence letter for talking on mobile phone or dark-tinted window?")
I replied:"mana satu lebih murah??" ("which one is cheaper?")
*IN A SUDDEN,there was a BULB LIGHTS BRIGHTLY on my head* ~tink~
You guys just simply guess what happen next. I am sure 99% of you got the answer! LOL~
*The fact that still can't be changed*
Nov 26, 2007
HELP!
hey,everyone! My help here is just simple. IF you think there are blogs that are as sophisticated as "As Zewt As It Gets" and as informative as "kennysia.com". Please let me know some.
In fact,i read some other blogs than the one i listed here. But,they just don't serve my purpose to read it or haven't attract me yet. I read blogs to widen my knowledge. It's my eye-opener. Like Zewt's blog,he is great. He really thinks alot,i bet he does even in his dreams! Do you,Zewt?? haha!
Whereas,kennysia's and nicolekiss's attract me simply because they travel alot,especially kennysia often get sponsored by corporate to travel here and there. He got alot of photos of places he travelled that attract me.
Thanks~~for helping a lazy guy like me who don't have the patient to sit in front of computer to search for blogs i love one by one. There are thousands of blogs and it's increasing every minutes,even seconds. Would make me mad,bloggers!
*hugz* ;)
In fact,i read some other blogs than the one i listed here. But,they just don't serve my purpose to read it or haven't attract me yet. I read blogs to widen my knowledge. It's my eye-opener. Like Zewt's blog,he is great. He really thinks alot,i bet he does even in his dreams! Do you,Zewt?? haha!
Whereas,kennysia's and nicolekiss's attract me simply because they travel alot,especially kennysia often get sponsored by corporate to travel here and there. He got alot of photos of places he travelled that attract me.
Thanks~~for helping a lazy guy like me who don't have the patient to sit in front of computer to search for blogs i love one by one. There are thousands of blogs and it's increasing every minutes,even seconds. Would make me mad,bloggers!
*hugz* ;)
Nov 24, 2007
Believe it or not
Every burdens and difficulties are the "bridges" to a new hope,new life. Without them,we won't go any further. The more "bridges" we build,the further and higher we may go. Doesn't that sound great? WOW~could we feel the joyfulness? We feel we are totally blessed. Then,we can bring the happiness to everyone around us. We can help them to relieve their pain and sorrow if they are willing to accept our help with their open-heart(ya,there are people who don't want people to help).
The bitter we get,the sweeter we will get in the future. For sure! With a condition,we have the patient and passion to face it positively. So,welcome whatever obstacles to help us to build another "bridge" to the way of happiness and succeed.
Cheers!
The bitter we get,the sweeter we will get in the future. For sure! With a condition,we have the patient and passion to face it positively. So,welcome whatever obstacles to help us to build another "bridge" to the way of happiness and succeed.
Cheers!
decision
what decision? Should i make my blog become popular? Ya,i think so. IF not,what is the reason i write it? For fun? In fact,it's just to share my ideas,my thinking about the things around me. But,i just don't feel like want to let someone knows about my thinking,may be. That's the reason why it's hard for me to make my decision.
Hmm....billions of choices we have to make everyday unconsciously.
Hmm....billions of choices we have to make everyday unconsciously.
Nov 23, 2007
real world
*aiyoyo...why time really fly so fast 1??? it's Friday again!!! anyway,everything happens for good and bad. haha!*
This week,it's been another life-changing experience for me again. I learn to be more different than the past week. I know what I am doing. And,i clearly know it i did it all from the bottom of my heart. I don't know why some people are so rush to be in fame. They want triumph,pride as soon as possible. I hope they do it with the sincerity and with God in their mind. God bless~
For me..ya,there is someone says I work like an old man. Like I am going to retire. I will prove them wrong slowly and this want i really have to do it by purpose. Sometimes,just have to show off. This is the cruel real world that many people judge most of the thing by the outside look or by surface. If you wear fashionably,drive branded or luxurious car,live in at least a big semi-detached house,most of the people say that kind of people are rich. Halo,do u ask them how much many they save in the bank,how much money they pay every month for all the loans and installments. I can be quite sure most of them pay alot, which can be used to build a low-cost terrace after a year if they save it. And,some of them pay it not willingly just because they bought all the "goodies" is for other people's eyes. NOT what they want...sIgH!
But,it doesn't mean we cannot do like them. This is just my current feeling and opinions. U are your own judge. There are too much thing to be said and judged. Or else there are no such thing called "news" anymore.
In the end,we still better think of the Almighty God when we are lost in our judgement. Sure,He can show us the way. God bless you all~! ;)
g'nite.
This week,it's been another life-changing experience for me again. I learn to be more different than the past week. I know what I am doing. And,i clearly know it i did it all from the bottom of my heart. I don't know why some people are so rush to be in fame. They want triumph,pride as soon as possible. I hope they do it with the sincerity and with God in their mind. God bless~
For me..ya,there is someone says I work like an old man. Like I am going to retire. I will prove them wrong slowly and this want i really have to do it by purpose. Sometimes,just have to show off. This is the cruel real world that many people judge most of the thing by the outside look or by surface. If you wear fashionably,drive branded or luxurious car,live in at least a big semi-detached house,most of the people say that kind of people are rich. Halo,do u ask them how much many they save in the bank,how much money they pay every month for all the loans and installments. I can be quite sure most of them pay alot, which can be used to build a low-cost terrace after a year if they save it. And,some of them pay it not willingly just because they bought all the "goodies" is for other people's eyes. NOT what they want...sIgH!
But,it doesn't mean we cannot do like them. This is just my current feeling and opinions. U are your own judge. There are too much thing to be said and judged. Or else there are no such thing called "news" anymore.
In the end,we still better think of the Almighty God when we are lost in our judgement. Sure,He can show us the way. God bless you all~! ;)
g'nite.
Nov 20, 2007
RE-birth again
don't know how many times i have given myself chance to change to better? Too much excuses? i shouldn't anymore! I shouldn't give any chance to myself after i saw Timothy Tiah got in the list of Top 25 Young Entrepreneurs in Asia. Got little bit of disappointment with myself,but it's going to be my courage to take the challenge to be like him.
To be like him. Not I want to become in the list,but be like him to become a successful young man in the future. In the coming 5 years!
So,anyone out there who have the same dreams as me. Or better be Timothy Tiah. Take the challenge! Have faith,be focus! Good LUCK~
To be like him. Not I want to become in the list,but be like him to become a successful young man in the future. In the coming 5 years!
So,anyone out there who have the same dreams as me. Or better be Timothy Tiah. Take the challenge! Have faith,be focus! Good LUCK~
Nov 19, 2007
Dream
Congratulations,Timothy Tiah (co-founder of nuffnang.com)!!! Being in the list of Top 25 young entrepreneur in Asia. To become an entrepreneur,it's really so hard. Many people have "died" in the war,and yet there are some who still can survive. A few become really successful! This is the beauty of it in the entrepreneurship world.
It's also my dream to become an entrepreneur since few years ago. After i saw many successful people,especially the one below 30s. They inspired me. I found out i am far far behind them. :D I should change. I should not only think and dream,but to act and do it aggressively. Pursue the dreams disregard about the failures. Feel the feeling of little achievement to make me work harder. Take the wrong action as a lesson. Make it right,can't have the same mistakes again!
Be focus,focus on the dream! Be sharp and accurate with the right action! BRING IT ON~~~
It's also my dream to become an entrepreneur since few years ago. After i saw many successful people,especially the one below 30s. They inspired me. I found out i am far far behind them. :D I should change. I should not only think and dream,but to act and do it aggressively. Pursue the dreams disregard about the failures. Feel the feeling of little achievement to make me work harder. Take the wrong action as a lesson. Make it right,can't have the same mistakes again!
Be focus,focus on the dream! Be sharp and accurate with the right action! BRING IT ON~~~
the place
this is the place. The place where i can say and write anything without people knowing it. If they know it,may be it's too late or they are my friends who don't mind to know it and still are my friends.
Friends. They are precious. My definition of it is,they will just help you no matter what happen. With a condition,you are worth to help. Because there are friends that after you helped them,they pretend to forget. They count with you,i mean they are calculative They say "We are brothers"...LIAR! Some,when you help them,they don't even know that is "help". *swt* Like as if you are their helper,so you should help one.
Girlfriend/Boyfriend. First of all,she/he should accept whatever weaknesses you got. Please don't care what other people say about your girlfriend/boyfriend,even your best friend/soulmate say about it,just forget about. Because if your best friend/soulmate can't accept it,it's their problem. You still can have your own relationship. Example,I got a friend got a stupid girlfriend who believes in her best friend that my friend talks so straight. Meaning,most of the time my friend will say whatever he wants to say in front of people,especially if he thinks you are his friends already. He would says it directly without any harmful intention,but my friend's girlfriend's friends don't like it. WTF! If they don't like it,just be patient. Because of this matter,both of them got quarrelled.
Husband/Wife. It would be more responsibilties than love. Put 60% and 40%? Just have to do things together with both side agrees. Discuss most of the things together. Not your matter are yours,my matters are mind when it comes to family-related matters. Should still give 10% of the time for each other to enjoy their hobbies or if possible exhange the hobbies together to tighten the relationship. Go to honeymoon once a year and let other people take care of your house. Let the kids look after by relatives.
*the end of my weird thoughts*
Friends. They are precious. My definition of it is,they will just help you no matter what happen. With a condition,you are worth to help. Because there are friends that after you helped them,they pretend to forget. They count with you,i mean they are calculative They say "We are brothers"...LIAR! Some,when you help them,they don't even know that is "help". *swt* Like as if you are their helper,so you should help one.
Girlfriend/Boyfriend. First of all,she/he should accept whatever weaknesses you got. Please don't care what other people say about your girlfriend/boyfriend,even your best friend/soulmate say about it,just forget about. Because if your best friend/soulmate can't accept it,it's their problem. You still can have your own relationship. Example,I got a friend got a stupid girlfriend who believes in her best friend that my friend talks so straight. Meaning,most of the time my friend will say whatever he wants to say in front of people,especially if he thinks you are his friends already. He would says it directly without any harmful intention,but my friend's girlfriend's friends don't like it. WTF! If they don't like it,just be patient. Because of this matter,both of them got quarrelled.
Husband/Wife. It would be more responsibilties than love. Put 60% and 40%? Just have to do things together with both side agrees. Discuss most of the things together. Not your matter are yours,my matters are mind when it comes to family-related matters. Should still give 10% of the time for each other to enjoy their hobbies or if possible exhange the hobbies together to tighten the relationship. Go to honeymoon once a year and let other people take care of your house. Let the kids look after by relatives.
*the end of my weird thoughts*
keep complaining
recently,i don't know what is happening 2 me. As if some angry-evil just come to me,influence to become an angry person. Because i feel so unfair about this world. Ya,i know it always is unfair but i didn't care about it. Until now i just can't stand for any unfairness that is happening around me,especially to me. Individualistic. As if i like myself very much,i just don't want to care about other people anymore. As along as i am happy,then you can be kicking away! SHHOOO~~SHOOO!! :) Thanks~
i can't stay at home i think. every time i stay at home,i feel i get uncomfortable easily. i got little headache,i got little bit ill of this and that. So,GO OUT and have fun. If go out,go to where? everywhere that can go to enjoy,need to pay money. if don't pay money,no so fun. Not i don't want to pay money,but feel expensive about the price.
Conclusion,money plays important role to enjoy life. INFLATION KILLS! everything got more expensive. Next year 2008,it would become worse. Oil price is definitely to shoot up! Shopping complexes in Kuching getting more and more. Expenses is more. WALAUEH~~~
i can't stay at home i think. every time i stay at home,i feel i get uncomfortable easily. i got little headache,i got little bit ill of this and that. So,GO OUT and have fun. If go out,go to where? everywhere that can go to enjoy,need to pay money. if don't pay money,no so fun. Not i don't want to pay money,but feel expensive about the price.
Conclusion,money plays important role to enjoy life. INFLATION KILLS! everything got more expensive. Next year 2008,it would become worse. Oil price is definitely to shoot up! Shopping complexes in Kuching getting more and more. Expenses is more. WALAUEH~~~
Nov 17, 2007
SEE???
U know what?? the superior just called me up again a minute ago. Asking me,where am i?? I know i can't give him the answer. But,i STILL tell him. I replied,i am at home. Immediately,he said,WAH~~SO RELAX AR!!!
WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME?? U CAN'T CONTROL MY LIFE,OK??? I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING??? **CK! *UC*! S**K! F**K! As if i can't relax,even a robot have to rest. Sickening~
Sorry,if i am too rude here. I really can't stand the irrational thinking person anymore. I thought i can give him 2nd chance. Who knows? 2nd chance just have another problem from him again. It's not my problem. Okay,my problem is i am lazy,right? RIGHT? Laziness won't make me earn more money,i know.
In the end,I am still so damn sure about what i am doing consciously because this is my life. Oh,God~
WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME?? U CAN'T CONTROL MY LIFE,OK??? I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING??? **CK! *UC*! S**K! F**K! As if i can't relax,even a robot have to rest. Sickening~
Sorry,if i am too rude here. I really can't stand the irrational thinking person anymore. I thought i can give him 2nd chance. Who knows? 2nd chance just have another problem from him again. It's not my problem. Okay,my problem is i am lazy,right? RIGHT? Laziness won't make me earn more money,i know.
In the end,I am still so damn sure about what i am doing consciously because this is my life. Oh,God~
Stress...anxiety
Wow~~I've blogged FOUR posts today,each per hour! hahaha! Crazy...checked the time i started until now,the 5th one. Anyway,i got too much time which i like to waste in front of computer because the mad ample-online-gamer isn't in the house. I want to pamper myself using the least effort. hehehe!
(**CK! suddenly,thinking of the superior saying again because it's related to time and youth) The most rightest reason i want to pamper myself is because i can't take stress recently.
Due to the reason,i was in high stress for more than a year,and now i feel uncomfortable with my chest part. I still treat it as healthy as long as i really don't think too much,relax more...i tense to have alot of stress because of a **cker who cheated me at the right time. I say "right time" because i already have problems,and he still put the tons of burdens for me to bear on that time. Now,i only solve the problems down to 55%?
OK. Forget about it. Now,i am thinking of "am i in my world now?". Because as if i am talking to myself. I am answering to myself at the same time. Who cares?!? It's a cloudy weather with nice breeze which i love the most. No sunshine no raining. How i wish i got my own house now. I can do whatever i want. Do some once-in-a-while thinggies...like running naked in the house??? LOL~! i can sleep,eat,watch movie in my mini-theater room,singing karaoke,bathing with door opened...don't care about people's life or death??? :P
Why i want to do all these?? Ya,it's just all about stress!!! may be also too much anxieties. Yesterday,i just talked to my biznes partner while i was driving to look for prospect in a drizzling day. I said suddenly,how i wish i can go back to primary school time where there were so less things to worry about. What we only have to worry is,WHERE AM I GOING TO PLAY LATER? Fun,right?? My partner agreed with me. he..he!
Along the period we are growing up,we have to know so many things. Sometimes,it's like we are force to know. Countless time to think about this and that. Every second,we have to make a decision without we knowing about it. It's in our sub-conscious mind. For me,even when i sleep,my conscious mind still keep working. I can let down the burden easily which makes me still feeling tired the next day when i wake up.
It's time for me to tune myself...."Back to nature,Back to basics". (The motto for Borneo Highlands Resort,Sarawak.)
(**CK! suddenly,thinking of the superior saying again because it's related to time and youth) The most rightest reason i want to pamper myself is because i can't take stress recently.
Due to the reason,i was in high stress for more than a year,and now i feel uncomfortable with my chest part. I still treat it as healthy as long as i really don't think too much,relax more...i tense to have alot of stress because of a **cker who cheated me at the right time. I say "right time" because i already have problems,and he still put the tons of burdens for me to bear on that time. Now,i only solve the problems down to 55%?
OK. Forget about it. Now,i am thinking of "am i in my world now?". Because as if i am talking to myself. I am answering to myself at the same time. Who cares?!? It's a cloudy weather with nice breeze which i love the most. No sunshine no raining. How i wish i got my own house now. I can do whatever i want. Do some once-in-a-while thinggies...like running naked in the house??? LOL~! i can sleep,eat,watch movie in my mini-theater room,singing karaoke,bathing with door opened...don't care about people's life or death??? :P
Why i want to do all these?? Ya,it's just all about stress!!! may be also too much anxieties. Yesterday,i just talked to my biznes partner while i was driving to look for prospect in a drizzling day. I said suddenly,how i wish i can go back to primary school time where there were so less things to worry about. What we only have to worry is,WHERE AM I GOING TO PLAY LATER? Fun,right?? My partner agreed with me. he..he!
Along the period we are growing up,we have to know so many things. Sometimes,it's like we are force to know. Countless time to think about this and that. Every second,we have to make a decision without we knowing about it. It's in our sub-conscious mind. For me,even when i sleep,my conscious mind still keep working. I can let down the burden easily which makes me still feeling tired the next day when i wake up.
It's time for me to tune myself...."Back to nature,Back to basics". (The motto for Borneo Highlands Resort,Sarawak.)
Frustration
A week is passing. actually,i am quite particular about time,and yet i am still not-so-hardworking-attitude about my career. Lame. Recently,i got sarcasm by a superior person. I don't know should i thank him for that or i don't. Because i feel that he's not me,he doesn't live in me. I mean he has to understand me spiritually or mentally if he wants to correct me. Ya,i like things to be done in bond relationship. To me,i can easily vomit,shout,share,gossip,do anything on the person who treat me just like friends. Then,i won't feel the gap. I can put my trust on you and whatever you say i can mostly count on them. Alrite? Tired!
I know he's very good. I do respect him. Why good? Of course he is as he has been in biznes world for more than 20years. He experienced alot of economical problem,alot of relationship problems,alot of everything anything lah~~He has a lot of contacts and networks. He can easily deal biznes with mostly anyone,who willingly to support him. In fact,he doesn't need much support because he's a millionaire. Not obvious because low-profile i think,he doesn't drive branded luxurious car,he doesn't live in banglo or big detached house.
And from i've noticed and i asked few people about him,the biznes he can deal is mostly from people he knows or referals. See?? It's all about building relationship. So,Mr. Sarcastic! NOT I CAN'T CLOSE DEAL WITH PEOPLE,BUT I AM BUILDING RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM FIRST! I am NOT you,understand??? Furthermore,no matter any relationship,it takes time. Castle can't be built up in just few days,it takes months too! Even ONE NIGHT STAND also needs a few minutes,before you want to bring the partner on the bed!
Madness!
I know he's very good. I do respect him. Why good? Of course he is as he has been in biznes world for more than 20years. He experienced alot of economical problem,alot of relationship problems,alot of everything anything lah~~He has a lot of contacts and networks. He can easily deal biznes with mostly anyone,who willingly to support him. In fact,he doesn't need much support because he's a millionaire. Not obvious because low-profile i think,he doesn't drive branded luxurious car,he doesn't live in banglo or big detached house.
And from i've noticed and i asked few people about him,the biznes he can deal is mostly from people he knows or referals. See?? It's all about building relationship. So,Mr. Sarcastic! NOT I CAN'T CLOSE DEAL WITH PEOPLE,BUT I AM BUILDING RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM FIRST! I am NOT you,understand??? Furthermore,no matter any relationship,it takes time. Castle can't be built up in just few days,it takes months too! Even ONE NIGHT STAND also needs a few minutes,before you want to bring the partner on the bed!
Madness!
curiosity kills
Few days ago,read an article. Found some wise words from a noble author. Goes something like this "What've been done in the past,determines today;What'eve been done today,determines the future."
I strongly agree about his words. Human being like me,most of the time have to do something wrongly. Either accidentally or by purpose because curiosity. SiGh~~curiosity never got me right so far! In this week,i received TWO reminder letters from MBKS due to parking overdue payment which i didn't pay on time. Then,now i have to dig out EXTRA RM20 as penalty to pay my parking overdue payment. End up,i have to pay RM22.74!!! REGRET? Yes,I am~~
Some more,got scolded softly by parents too. Not worth it...life's becoming shorter. Hey...you know what?? I know there are more "INVITATION LETTER" from MBKS because i went to check with the department in-charge. SH**! If I really want to settle all the offences,from what the officer in-charge said,i need to pay almost RM200!!!! Errrrr...i think only Kuching people knows how much offences i got. Instead of only a few cents or malaysia ringgit,now i need to pay HUNDREDS! Haiii~~~
So,i can't blame a few stupid friends who said don't have to pay. Why did i believe them? Ya,curiosity again! In fact,there are alot of stupid things I've done to myself....*scratching head*
I strongly agree about his words. Human being like me,most of the time have to do something wrongly. Either accidentally or by purpose because curiosity. SiGh~~curiosity never got me right so far! In this week,i received TWO reminder letters from MBKS due to parking overdue payment which i didn't pay on time. Then,now i have to dig out EXTRA RM20 as penalty to pay my parking overdue payment. End up,i have to pay RM22.74!!! REGRET? Yes,I am~~
Some more,got scolded softly by parents too. Not worth it...life's becoming shorter. Hey...you know what?? I know there are more "INVITATION LETTER" from MBKS because i went to check with the department in-charge. SH**! If I really want to settle all the offences,from what the officer in-charge said,i need to pay almost RM200!!!! Errrrr...i think only Kuching people knows how much offences i got. Instead of only a few cents or malaysia ringgit,now i need to pay HUNDREDS! Haiii~~~
So,i can't blame a few stupid friends who said don't have to pay. Why did i believe them? Ya,curiosity again! In fact,there are alot of stupid things I've done to myself....*scratching head*
kept rubbish
Hi,i am just a very ordinary guy. too ordinary that i think i am an invisible man sometimes. As what I've written about myself in "About Me". I just can't keep my mind stop thinking. That's the reason why I've so much "kept rubbish" in my mind. Especially about the past...Hey,i know who don't think about their past.
Hence,from now onwards...i swear to myself i will start with a new mindset. Ya,i am a just a normal human created by the Almighty...i have so many excuses when i feel like i can't do something perfectly. Unconfident.It has been a grand great great challenge, full of ups and downs like never before since the end of last year until today. I would say it's a REAL life...truly a life that everyone must struggling through,i believe. Without all these,i won't grow up mentally. In fact,i like to live in a simple life with so much enjoyment. Travelling,day-dreaming,sports....bla bla bla bla bla! I can't enjoy now or i should say i can't enjoy YET.
Ya,just like what Timothy Tiah says means all the successful entrepreneurs says. All are the same thing. Succeed has a high price to pay,agree? Success is counted sweetest,for those who never succeed.
Hence,from now onwards...i swear to myself i will start with a new mindset. Ya,i am a just a normal human created by the Almighty...i have so many excuses when i feel like i can't do something perfectly. Unconfident.It has been a grand great great challenge, full of ups and downs like never before since the end of last year until today. I would say it's a REAL life...truly a life that everyone must struggling through,i believe. Without all these,i won't grow up mentally. In fact,i like to live in a simple life with so much enjoyment. Travelling,day-dreaming,sports....bla bla bla bla bla! I can't enjoy now or i should say i can't enjoy YET.
Ya,just like what Timothy Tiah says means all the successful entrepreneurs says. All are the same thing. Succeed has a high price to pay,agree? Success is counted sweetest,for those who never succeed.
another my 1st time...
ahem...since this is my 1st time in blogging,i don't how and where am I going to start writing. 1st thing i really get impressed by those bloggers who got so many things to write everyday. haha! ya,they have so much thoughts and opinions about society,about life. Wonderful!
A year is going pass,many things had happened and couldn't be changed anymore. Ya,mostly are sad and tough challenges which I almost couldn't bear it if there is no faith in myself with the help from people around. I should treat it as a FUN roller-coaster,thrilling but worth it. Without those failures and stupidities of my own,I won't know how high and how far i can fly. Be it financial matter,be it relationship matter,be it any matter as negative-thought person can think of! :)
So,STAND UP AGAIN everyone. Especially,those who think they face tough difficulties like me. Don't mind to share if you like...Let's start a new day,new year with new mindset - POSITIVE MINDSET!
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