Frustration

A week is passing. actually,i am quite particular about time,and yet i am still not-so-hardworking-attitude about my career. Lame. Recently,i got sarcasm by a superior person. I don't know should i thank him for that or i don't. Because i feel that he's not me,he doesn't live in me. I mean he has to understand me spiritually or mentally if he wants to correct me. Ya,i like things to be done in bond relationship. To me,i can easily vomit,shout,share,gossip,do anything on the person who treat me just like friends. Then,i won't feel the gap. I can put my trust on you and whatever you say i can mostly count on them. Alrite? Tired!

I know he's very good. I do respect him. Why good? Of course he is as he has been in biznes world for more than 20years. He experienced alot of economical problem,alot of relationship problems,alot of everything anything lah~~He has a lot of contacts and networks. He can easily deal biznes with mostly anyone,who willingly to support him. In fact,he doesn't need much support because he's a millionaire. Not obvious because low-profile i think,he doesn't drive branded luxurious car,he doesn't live in banglo or big detached house.

And from i've noticed and i asked few people about him,the biznes he can deal is mostly from people he knows or referals. See?? It's all about building relationship. So,Mr. Sarcastic! NOT I CAN'T CLOSE DEAL WITH PEOPLE,BUT I AM BUILDING RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM FIRST! I am NOT you,understand??? Furthermore,no matter any relationship,it takes time. Castle can't be built up in just few days,it takes months too! Even ONE NIGHT STAND also needs a few minutes,before you want to bring the partner on the bed!


Madness!