Stress...anxiety

Wow~~I've blogged FOUR posts today,each per hour! hahaha! Crazy...checked the time i started until now,the 5th one. Anyway,i got too much time which i like to waste in front of computer because the mad ample-online-gamer isn't in the house. I want to pamper myself using the least effort. hehehe!
(**CK! suddenly,thinking of the superior saying again because it's related to time and youth) The most rightest reason i want to pamper myself is because i can't take stress recently.

Due to the reason,i was in high stress for more than a year,and now i feel uncomfortable with my chest part. I still treat it as healthy as long as i really don't think too much,relax more...i tense to have alot of stress because of a **cker who cheated me at the right time. I say "right time" because i already have problems,and he still put the tons of burdens for me to bear on that time. Now,i only solve the problems down to 55%?

OK. Forget about it. Now,i am thinking of "am i in my world now?". Because as if i am talking to myself. I am answering to myself at the same time. Who cares?!? It's a cloudy weather with nice breeze which i love the most. No sunshine no raining. How i wish i got my own house now. I can do whatever i want. Do some once-in-a-while thinggies...like running naked in the house??? LOL~! i can sleep,eat,watch movie in my mini-theater room,singing karaoke,bathing with door opened...don't care about people's life or death??? :P

Why i want to do all these?? Ya,it's just all about stress!!! may be also too much anxieties. Yesterday,i just talked to my biznes partner while i was driving to look for prospect in a drizzling day. I said suddenly,how i wish i can go back to primary school time where there were so less things to worry about. What we only have to worry is,WHERE AM I GOING TO PLAY LATER? Fun,right?? My partner agreed with me. he..he!

Along the period we are growing up,we have to know so many things. Sometimes,it's like we are force to know. Countless time to think about this and that. Every second,we have to make a decision without we knowing about it. It's in our sub-conscious mind. For me,even when i sleep,my conscious mind still keep working. I can let down the burden easily which makes me still feeling tired the next day when i wake up.

It's time for me to tune myself...."Back to nature,Back to basics". (The motto for Borneo Highlands Resort,Sarawak.)